Unhinged

My blog has always been a way for me to spread a little humor.  This is not going to be that type of post.  Just warning you.  There are no smiles here.

Almost anyone who knows me knows that I am a dog person.  I’m very much a Great Dane person and that is because of my dog Levi.  Levi was truly the best dog ever and I had to say goodbye to him today.  There are no words that describe the love we had for each other.  I’ve had many other dogs, but none like him.

I knew that this time would come and that I would come unhinged.  So here I am…unhinged. I’m not writing this because I’m looking for sympathy or RIPs.  I just wanted to let my WP family know I’ll probably be absent for a while as I heal.  You never know, I might do exactly the opposite and post like crazy.  Like I said, I’m unhinged so I could swing any which way.  I really don’t know how to deal with this grief.  This is hitting me harder than saying goodbye to many of the people I’ve lost in my life.  Our bond was and is that strong.

I think of Roda and her Velvet.  I think of Jay and his Ryder.  And now it’s me and my Levi.  There has been a lot of mourning lately.  Someday I’ll tell some Levi stories, but not today.  Today I let the pain wash over me and take me where it will.